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Dreaming Out Loud: We Met Finally

Yes we finally met and I am so happy and greatful for this opportunity. Every night I would toss and turn thinking of what it would be like to be in his hug. Then some days I would think of all the things we do together from sun up to sun down. The day I met him I was so nervous and my tummy was in pure butterflies. As I grabbed the door at the airport. I engulfed some air to be able to speak to him with out shaking. The more I kept reading all the gate signs the more my hands trembled. I felt sick, worried, good , bad , alone, scared, and    over whelming emotion. He told me to look for a blanket that he would be holding from the flight. God there was so many people and my eyes would bounce from hand to hand. I told him what  I would be wearing which is some dark jeans, a pink shirt and my hair in curls all over. I told him I would be the goofball with his initial on my shirt. So as people started to disappear, I wondered where could he be and my heart just pumped and pumped. I couldn't believe I would finally meet the love of my life after so many years. Now I can be face to face and tell him I love him or even tell him I am mad of him. All the things I have wanted to do and all the dreams we had were so much. We even talked about kissing in the rain and ironically it was raining at the airport that same moment. Soon the floor was clear and only a few people remained but as minutes turned to an hour I didn't see him. So many things were running through my mind and I thought maybe he seen me and he hate me. Or maybe he decide that I wasn't worth his time. I started to panic so much , I decided that I need to go calm down and maybe get a drink. So I started to walk to the cafe in the airport and waited in line. Part of me wanted to ruin my makeup and cry because he didn't show up. As my hands trembled, I stood in line dreaming of him again and then a voice said , "Excuse me but your are next." Ignoring the voice I moved forward and placed my order. As I stood there waiting I felt these arms wrap me so tight.Then a voice whispered softly in my ear, "My baby, I have been waiting to do this for so long." I wanted to scream as I turned around but he said, "shhhhhh." He wrapped me up so tight in his hug that my eyes became a waterfall but he kept everybody from seeing this. His hug was so warm and his voice so sensual and comforting to me. He was so smooth as if he was saying a lullaby to me. He just told me no more worries, and confirmed that he is here now...As I began to come from out his chest I looked up at him and seen his beautiful smile staring at me. He said, " wow its raining." smirking a little as he look at me. I then realized that my first kiss would be in this rain. As we walked hand and hand we stepped out into the night. Our hands wrapped in each others he gave me the most passionate kiss I ever had in my life. A tear rolled down my chubby cheek and before it could reach my chin he wiped it away.

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